I regret leaving my wife and children to be single.

I really want a warm family, with a good wife and good children. My wife has another husband, and the children are spoiled and their parents don't care.

When I was 30, handsome, had a good job, well-off parents, married for 8 years, daughter 5 years old, son 3 years old. I used to wish for freedom. I was bored with my wife because every day she buried her nose in the children, making ends meet, I had an affair and divorced her, my wife raised the children. I was free to go drinking with friends every day, go to coffee shops with long-legged girls whenever I wanted, date pretty girls at work without anyone stopping me, hook up with one girl for a few months then switch to another, sometimes 2, 3 girls, busy every day with parties, drinking, and partying. Anything secretive seemed interesting, something to eat was delicious, playing every now and then was fun, but letting it all out was boring.

Now I am 42 years old, have tried everything, tired and bored, still single, get bored with everyone after a few months, no strings attached, sometimes I want to marry a random girl, but good women who are worth a bit are living happily with their husband and children. Now I really crave a family, a good wife to come home to hot meals and surrounded by good children. My wife has another husband, the children are spoiled and cannot be taught because their parents have not looked after them for a long time.

I am very scared every night when I come home alone in a deserted house, the kitchen is cold, and I eat out every day, which is boring. "Home" is where I come back after a tiring day at work, my partner is the person I trust and share my joys and sorrows in life, that is happiness.

According to VNE