The season of farewell, sobbing with the emotions of youth being revealed

May 1, 2016 16:23

(Baonghean.vn) -May comes with many emotions of student life. On social networking sites, online diary entries contain many memories of school, teachers, friends, especially the emotions of adolescence that are expressed, making many people sob.

It seems like everyone sees themselves in those shared lines. The pure, innocent, carefree feelings, admiration for each other because… the other person is pretty, studies well, or even lingering over a dimpled smile.

On Phan skul Confessions, many comments also expressed sympathy for the owner of the emotional lines: "Wandering around the school yard, sending a little sunshine, a little wind into the lingering sadness. It feels really uncomfortable when looking at the rows of purple flowers growing greener every day. The green color of the purple flowers, strong in the rain, soft under the yellow sunlight, can't help but make my heart flutter.

And tomorrow, the day after, after 3 days of holiday, we may be surprised by the storm of purple flowers blooming continuously. Purple flowers, associated with students, perhaps because of its carefree and heartless nature, not knowing that there is a fool looking at it, still secretly wishing that time would not take that young man away.

Ảnh minh họa. Nguồn: Phan skul confessions.
Illustration photo. Source: Phan skul confessions.

She still secretly loved the boy, only daring to look from afar, only daring to glance at the garage, the classroom. She appeared as carefree as the Lagerstroemia, as gentle as the purple of the Lagerstroemia, but she did not know how much pain she was in. Tomorrow, just a few days away, he would graduate, leaving only me.

The feeling of loneliness when everyone is still smiling and chatting in my ear, will invade my carefree soul, like a wave, sweeping away all my smiles.
Now, what should I do to let you know how I feel about you? What should I do?

And, how can one not love and cherish such sincere feelings: "The closer I get to graduation day, the more I miss the old days terribly!
I remember when I was still naive and walked into school, I remember the summer nights sleeping on the mat in the dormitory hallway :(((
I miss the days of studying and going to school without thinking much about exams. I miss the first feelings, the feelings when I have a crush on someone and they do the same for me. I miss the days of studying on the phone, the days of going to school without worrying about time, I miss the times of chatting with the whole team, having fun :(( those days when Hanoi comes, I long to go back :((((

Remembering the old feelings, with the old person, but because of thoughtless actions, now I regret forever, only knowing how to look at people from a distance... too great, not confident enough, no reason to get closer anymore.
Oh my god, I hate these feelings, I hate thinking about having to leave things that are so familiar and attached to me!”

Ảnh minh họa. Nguồn: Vinh 3 confessions.
Illustration photo. Source: Vinh 3 confessions.

On the Vinh 3 Confessions page, the confession of a senior male student before leaving school received many encouraging comments, urging the young man to be brave, because there is not much time left.

“You are a girl who entered my heart from the first time we met. Your smile, your eyes, your loveliness, are always in my mind every second, and they have not changed until now. But unfortunately, this hateful feeling is only because I have a one-sided love, stubbornly pursuing it. You probably don't even know about my feelings or my existence, because I'm too shy, too weak to express it to you. I only dare to stand from afar and look, then smile to myself, but my heart aches.

I wonder why I am so cowardly? Maybe because you are a person that I am not on the same level with, you are too beautiful, too pure and I have nothing for you to love, so maybe just standing and watching from afar like that is better for both of us. My head thinks that but my heart does not allow it. When I see you laughing happily or acting spoiled next to someone, why does my heart hurt so much?!

You and them are friends, but why is the distance between you and them getting further and further? You're jealous of them, and you also want to be like them, closer to me, how greedy for someone who has nothing like you? But what can you do when your heart doesn't allow your mind to work, what should you do now?

It's the end of the year, should I just walk through your life without even knowing how you feel about me? Or should I just ignore everything and tell you? Okay G? My three years of unrequited love, should I continue to hide it or tell you? I don't know what to do, I'm so useless. My mind is empty now, there's only you in there with a bright smile?

The emotions that had been hidden for so many years, at the last moment of high school, all burst out. Missing, loving, resentful, angry… “Youth is like a rain shower. Even if you have caught a cold from being in the rain, you still want to be immersed in that rain again…”

PC (synthesis)

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