Silence makes us lose each other forever

Silence does not mean we stop loving each other, but if we keep doing that, we will lose each other in thousands of questions of why.

We, or rather I, have always lived in doubt about the reason why he left. The fact that a loved one suddenly disappears from our lives without a word of farewell is always a question mark for the person left behind.

Because of the silence, people had no idea how hurt I was, how miserable I was counting the days that passed in the gnawing longing without being able to scream. The two words silence really haunt me until now, when that relationship has been broken for a long time.

Silence killed our love. (Illustration: Hoang Xuan Hieu)

Love, after all, is just a test of youth, frantically searching and patiently staying together until finally choosing to leave in silence. When that person turned away, I didn't hold his hand, didn't ask him why, so my life is always filled with doubts. Is it because I'm not gentle and smart enough or because from the beginning I was just a pawn in his love game?

Even though my heart was bleeding, even though my mind was in turmoil, I never once called him. Because simply, silence does not mean stopping loving him, I still follow him. More than once a day, I still secretly go to his personal page just to see if he is okay, living well or simply to look at his haggard face mixed with sadness and longing.

You probably don't know that your silence that day killed my sentimental heart. I no longer have any feelings for the thing called love, I'm tired of endless flirting. It's really not easy to heal a wound that has been deeply engraved in my heart.

I don't laugh and you don't cry, just like that we lost each other in cruel silence. I wonder if you still keep your old habits, I'm not stupid enough to stand in the rain just to cry to relieve the pain you caused.

Everyone has a time when they love with all their heart and are deeply hurt when their love is broken. I don’t know how I got through that sad time, but I know that the diaries full of your image are still kept on the bookshelf.

Until now I still don't understand why that person left. (Illustration: Hoang Xuan Hieu)

Every time someone accidentally mentions you, I still feel a sharp pain in my left chest, old memories but seemingly unresolved doubts make me unable to forget forever. When I grew up, I realized that love needs sharing and understanding.

One person is full of thoughts and the other is heartless and indifferent, what love does not die young? Then I also feel redundant with the relationship that I have maintained and cherished with all my youth. When people are silent too much, perhaps they are tired of the other person, leaving is a matter of time.

But why not choose to part ways clearly, is it so difficult to say a word to each other? I cried a lot that day, I could cry anywhere when my heart was empty, but I often wandered the old streets and cried until my eyes were swollen before going home.

People often say that those who keep on reminiscing about the past will never be able to heal their wounds. That's right, the old pain will forever remain in the bottom of my heart, containing thousands of tears I shed for that person.

I love people, love them to the point of heartache but still can't express my feelings clearly. Because simply, to them I am a stranger, just a stranger among more than 7 billion people in this world. We will never meet again, never talk like before, no words of greeting, all that is left is only kept by me.

Happiness is short-lived, pain is long-lasting, so silence means we will lose each other forever. Once we part, even if we meet again, it will be with a forced smile, even though our hearts are still full of regret, but everything is too late.

Because of the silence, the person on the other end of the line had no idea how much pain I was in.

Because of the silence, I don't understand whether you are sad or happy when choosing to let go of those beautiful memories.

Because of silence we missed the last truth and were apart forever...

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