I used to be so proud when my child won a prestigious scholarship to a top university in the world, proud because my child was successful! But, when I deeply realized that my children are not my possessions, they are completely free in their lives and thoughts, then I have immense happiness and peace! Love is giving wings to freedom and not seeking possession.
I used to pride myself on being smart and sharp enough to ask for and get what I wanted. But then, I felt more comfortable and joyful inside, as the feeling of gratitude grew stronger and deeper within me.
I used to be proud of turning the steering wheel on expensive cars. But now, I feel more comfortable and peaceful when cycling on windy dikes, or on small paths under the green canopy.
I used to work hard and be proud to befriend and associate with powerful and famous people. But then, I felt more peaceful and comfortable when whispering to the garden, watching the swaying leaves, the flowers and the puppy sleeping soundly at my feet!
I used to be proud of attending lavish, expensive parties with foreign wine, lobsters and shark fins… But then, I found it healthier and better for my body with simple foods picked from trees, grown from the ground and processed as little as possible!
I used to be proud of having built a few houses with all the amenities in the middle of the civilized urban world. But then, I found myself more peaceful and comfortable in a small, simple house with trees and flowers all year round!
I used to be proud of having read so many books, armed with so many arguments and points, and being able to quote so many words from philosophers and sages from the East and the West, past and present, so that I could win a debate. But then, I felt more successful when children trusted me to play with them like their friends, and when the elderly whispered stories to me.
I used to always appear serious and solemn, a bit distant and unapproachable because I believed that was a sign of maturity. But then, I realized that when I was relaxed and let my facial muscles relax, to easily smile happily, friendly, humble and receptive even to just a baby, a puppy, a ray of sunlight shimmering through the leaves, smiling happily when a distant bird's song entered my soul... then I understood that I had become more mature!
I used to be proud of being admired and applauded by many people. But then I realized that when I cried, the face in the mirror cried with me, and I felt more comfortable and at peace.
I used to be proud because, from the valley where I started, I had reached some peaks of myself. But, when I found myself on the path to return to the valley, I found myself more mature, blissful and peaceful!
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