I lost my girlfriend after falling into the love trap of a prostitute.

They took me to the bar, I danced to the music until I got to the karaoke bar and collapsed on the chair. At that time, the girl took me to the hotel.

She and I have known each other for nearly three months, I love her so much, she is like the one who saved my soul, but I lost her so stupidly. Before I met her, I was just a lonely person, every day I just worked and went to bars with everyone, at that time I knew many prostitutes, they were just joy and I respected them as friends. Many years continued in the role of a sex buyer, I accidentally met her and just the first look melted my heart that had been cold for many years. I became gentler, happier, very happy but it didn't last long.

At that time, a prostitute I used to know came to my house, I did not go back and wanted to end that emotionless relationship. That girl stabbed me near the heart, and another one rushed forward and stabbed me in the leg. I held my wound and laughed that it would be good if it ended like this. When I got home, I thought all the grudges were over, I threw myself into a new life full of happiness. Suddenly, two days later, they came to my house, I was afraid that everything would happen again, afraid that my business license would be revoked, so I made an appointment to talk at a nearby restaurant.

They apologized to me a lot but I didn't respond, just drank beer. The girl took out a cigarette from her pack and offered it to me and said: "You smoke this cigarette to show that everything is gone, you and I will pretend that nothing ever happened". At that time, I thought to myself, let's just make things easier, the more difficult it is, who knows when it will end. I accepted. When I smoked the cigarette, I felt normal, nothing strange, but I didn't know why I suddenly felt hallucinated and dizzy, then I just drifted off, strangely light-headed, I couldn't control myself anymore.

They took me to the bar, I was like a music lover, dancing and swaying to the music until we got to the karaoke bar and collapsed on the chair. At that time, the girl took me to the hotel, I followed my male instinct. After a nap, I woke up and sat thinking about what had just happened, I immediately got dressed and ran straight home, called my lover to confess.

Now everything has gone bad, my lover has cut off contact, I can't meet him to talk more. I don't want to go back to my old life, I want to be a normal person, have a family, be happy again, live as a real human being, not a soulless body wandering around. Now I don't know what to do, how to start to get back to him. I was harmed but I know it was my fault. I regret it so much, everyone, I need a good solution no matter what the cost. I hope you guys can advise me.

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