What should I do when I have a crush on my boss?

I think about my boss every day, missing that man makes me crazy...

My crush on my boss made me miserable (Illustration photo)

I have a happy family with a good husband and two obedient, intelligent little princesses. My husband works in the telecommunications industry, he is successful, knows how to make money, but he is too gentle, gentle to the point of being clumsy.

Our marriage was based on a solid love, but after more than ten years of living together, our love had become somewhat familiar and cold. We no longer had the sweet, affectionate gestures we used to have. Sometimes I felt like our feelings were not love anymore, but more like brotherly love.

Life is normal, my husband also pampers me, takes care of the children, in general I have nothing to complain about, but anything too calm also becomes boring.

My company has a director who is almost 40 years old. I heard that his wife died of illness early, so he has been raising his children alone for many years. My boss is young but talented. The company's good performance is all due to the director's talent.

Many times in contact, I know that the boss has a good impression of me. Although he is very reserved and strict, deep inside him, I always feel the desire to love, and a warm heart.

I became closer to my boss when he invited my department to his house for his son's birthday. That day I volunteered to cook, and because I cooked well, everyone praised me.

Since then, I have seen my boss's attitude towards me change a lot. He cares more about me, and helps me solve any difficulties or problems at work.

He even used work as an excuse to invite me out to meet clients, have coffee, or work. Even so, he was not pushy, the way he cared but in the right way made me more attracted.

I was shocked to realize that I had a crush on my boss. There was never a moment when I stopped missing and dreaming about him. Just seeing him pass by me every day, looking at me, my heart would beat faster, making me happy all day.

When I get home, I don't feel like doing anything, I neglect everything, making my husband and children angry. I miss my boss like crazy, and when I can't see him, I feel suffocated, uncomfortable, and irritable...

I know I'm wrong, I also know that it's not right for my husband and children, but I have no way out, what should I do now?

According to Phunutoday