I find life so boring

He gave me his salary to keep, and we shared the housework. I didn't cook often because I didn't like it. Life went on like that, and I felt bored.

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I was born and raised in a very poor family, I only finished 6th grade and had to quit school to work for my family. I have experienced a lot of suffering in my life, I can't tell it all here because it's very long. Now I'm over 30 years old and have no assets because during my working time I gave my mother all the money I earned. I don't regret it because I think it's right to give to my relatives, but I forgot one thing, what if one day my parents get sick and need money for treatment? The money I gave my mother has been spent for many reasons.

I have been married for two years now. During that time, I still gave my mother money every month, but there was a limit. After many difficulties in terms of food and clothing, luck smiled on me. I got a job with a good income of 2,000 USD/month, and my husband got 3,000 USD/month. After deducting all expenses, my husband and I save half of our income every month. If we lived in Vietnam, it would be great, but we are both in Malaysia. My husband is Malaysian-Chinese, and I feel lucky about him. He is 12 years older than me, very good and loves me, always respects and is gentle with me. He gives me his salary to keep, and we share the housework. I don't cook often because I don't like it, sometimes I can only cook one meal for my husband in a month.

My life has been going on like this every day for a year now, feeling bored, wanting a change. I want to try to do business but my husband stopped me. He said to save enough 100 thousand USD before doing business, if it fails it won't be too bad (I want to do a small children's clothing store). I like to be my own boss, I did business twice before getting married and both failed, the first time because of lack of experience, the second time because of lack of capital, now I feel discouraged because of the pressure (but I can handle it). I am hesitating between two decisions, work like this until I'm 50 and then take the money back to Vietnam to live (my husband said he would agree to wherever I want to live), or try to work for a few years and then take the risk of doing business? We don't have children yet because I don't want to, I want to have a stable economy before having children. I would like everyone's opinions, sincerely thank you.

According to VNE