Because I left condoms in my wallet, she wanted to break up.

She and I have been in love for a while, best friends since childhood. Our relationship is quite good, there are times when we are angry but then make up right away, never angry for more than two days. Our love is pure, many times when I am with her I want to go too far but I think I have to protect her, and she also told me from the beginning when we first fell in love to control ourselves when we are together.

I respect you, try to do what you want, but I always have condoms in my wallet, in case we both can't control ourselves.

One time she accidentally took my wallet to pay for a meal, saw that thing, her face changed, didn't say anything, and was angry with me all that night. She asked me what I had that thing in my wallet for, I explained specifically to her that it was just for when we couldn't control ourselves and swore that I wouldn't use it for any other purpose. She didn't believe me, suspected that I was looking for a prostitute to satisfy my needs. For almost a week now she's been avoiding me, saying that she's lost all trust and affection for me.

I truly love her, want us to have a happy ending, and I have never done anything wrong to her, but now I don't know what to say to make her believe me. I hope you can advise me, should we break up because we always carry condoms with us?