I have a hopeless crush on my coworker.

I wanted to die, told myself to forget this love, not text anymore, but I couldn't do it.

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I have been single for 25 years now, I have had feelings for many girls but never felt like this. Then one day, I met her in the company, I liked her at first sight. She is pretty, quick, hard-working and smart. Then we got to know each other, maybe we are quite compatible so we feel very close. She sees me as a close friend, but for me it is not like that, whatever I do I think of her, and when I fell in love with her I don't even know...

At first I thought she had feelings for me but it turned out she didn't, she just considered me a friend because she had a boyfriend for 6 years. I was like a lost soul, I didn't cry but felt like tears were flowing every time I saw pictures of her and my boyfriend on Facebook. I wanted to die, told myself to forget this love, not text anymore, but I couldn't do it.

Every time I see her, I am happy as if nothing happened, laughing and joking, but my heart aches when I think of her and her lover together. Sometimes, I accidentally see his messages or calls appear on her phone screen, I feel extremely hurt.

What should I do? I don't want to destroy her happiness, I don't want to give up the job I love, I don't want to be away from her, but having to see her like this every day, I can't stand it anymore.

According to VNE