He was indifferent when he knew I was too dependent on love.

I really want to continue this relationship but I haven't found the right direction for myself. I'm in love and he knows I love him so much that he's a bit indifferent to me.

My boyfriend and I have been in love for almost two years, sometimes breaking up and then getting back together. But then we love and break up without telling each other, distancing ourselves by being silent. He is the one who takes the initiative like that with me. In this relationship, I realize that my feelings for him are more than the other way around.

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We had intimate, affectionate actions, I even spent the night with him (many times) but we didn't cross the line, there was only physical contact. I realized that we had sex, just not by crossing the line. We loved each other in the way that when we liked, we would meet and talk happily about everything under the sun, very happily, then stop, when we got home we didn't text or chat to ask about each other. I gradually got used to that.

Now I am very confused, bewildered, not understanding where this relationship will go and what it is called. I love him very much, can do everything for him. However, his attitude towards me is so different. I really want to continue this relationship but have not found the right direction for myself. I am in love and he also knows that I love him a lot so he is somewhat indifferent to me. Should I continue?

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